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Rachel Kristen
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the thirteenth.
Friday, July 13, 2012, 1:48 AM
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Just got home from badminton and ice skating, it's been a while but it was good sweating it out.

Hmm let's try a heart to heart entry today. It is Friday the 13th and although i'm not a superstitious person, still cannot help but to be paranoid thanks to all the movies. It's been quite a challenging few months, weeks and days. And lately a lot of you have been asking me the same questions, how do you do it, how are you, and honestly, my answers are getting boring by the day -_-"

It feels like...how about imagine that you.. take some time to plant a tree from seeds, water and nourish it for months and years and when it's green, healthy and ready to grow further, the lightning strikes and the tree gets destroyed..and you wonder why you nurtured and planted the seeds in the first place when everything is so fragile to begin with.

 There are a lot of things on my mind but I choose not to share it here because I know there are people reading this who might get offended when they don't like reading about the truth. There have been countless times in the past when I hear stories..and told that i shouldn't post this or that because XX will get upset., and end up keeping it to myself. But sometimes i cannot help but wonder how low people can get, judging me from a few pictures and photo captions? or getting mad at a silly one liner I wrote in the middle of the night? Haven't you heard of the saying, never judge a book by its cover. You cannot determine the ending just by reading the prologue. If I tell you that you'll go to heaven if you pledge to donate your organ would you believe me too? (oh btw, for those interested you can click here to pledge and support organ donation) heh..

 The theory is simple, if you don't like what you read then don't visit the site :)

Then again, i'm partially glad because i didn't know my words had such strong impact on people lol..

Anyway, just when I thought it was rock bottom, it sinked further, feels like i've been stabbed deeper, even before my wound could heal. Sometimes I think you can make a movie out of all these series of unfortunate events. Who wants to hire me as a scriptwriter now?

 Still, I would like to thank all my friends, colleagues, and to the rest of you who are here for me, sent me messages, texts, and called, I am grateful for having you in my life because I know that when i look back in a couple of years down the road, I will remember the hard times and you guys who matter most in my life. And rest assured, I will do the same for you.

Rina shared this interesting line the other day- Some of you walked into my life and made it better. Others walked out and made it fantastic. Happy Friday the 13th! :)

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